a shot in the ass
I need an eventful day. I'm starting to fall into a deep rut and i don't want in it. some ruts are nice and comfortable, but this one's all spiky and rough. it's like nothing happens to me anymore. everything's the same and it's only getting ... it's not really getting anything ... just stays the EXACT FUCKING SAME. it's driving me crazy. it's making me miss the days of drugs. i used to could do a lil of this and a lot of that and be the life of anywhere i was. not i just sit back and listen. that might be one of the most boring things to do. it's not that my friends are boring, because they're not. i need something to happen before i make something happen. today we did do something different ... we went to Walmart and looked around. been a while sense i went to Walmart as a group over 4. It was OK. Tomorrow I'm going to kick myself in the ass (yes I am that flexible) and get my life back on track. If I don't see anyone for a few days. I'm not avoiding you I'm just trying to get motivated. oh yeah... BEN HAS GOOD DARTS!!!
later
later