WORLDLESS

Jan 03, 2006 12:16

MY WHOLE WORLD HAS RECENTLY BEEN TORN APART AND I DON'T KNOW HOW TO HANDLE IT. . .

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GRAWR! mamorumoon666 March 11 2006, 12:29:41 UTC
How do i have you? when you told me outright that you don't care about me! that hurt beyond what you could think of, how bad did you want to hurt me? It's good to know you can thank me for something, but i still don't see how I was out of line with you, I wasn't, go back and read what i said, I said that to you because maybe it needed to be said. and just because you didn't say anything to me about Matt, doesn't mean someone else didn't. Or did that happen to cross your mind. When I told you I would never disrespect you, I wouldn't, I didn't, and I still haven't. You read what i said and immediately got pissed because it was something that you didn't want to hear. that is what it was. Nothing was out of line nor was it wrong to say. But you sulked for two straight weeks. It was time for someone to say it to you.
Let's see here though, you and chris were completely and utterly rude and disrespectful to me at starbucks. Which only makes me want to tell you, good job, that'll really keep me, it's a good thing you know who to keep as a friend. You said my brothers name and freaked out like nothing I've ever seen you do right in front of me, it was a fuckin good way to get me all pissed at you. If you attempted talkin to me right now, with starting with an IM sorry, that is just wrong.
I didn't deserve that way you treated me. You should have said something to me, someone told me that you told them that you though I was pissed at you. You haven't seen me pissed, if you really want to tsee em pissed, do something so atrocious again. Why don't you let your mother read that note, i'll bet she'd say differently.
But in the confirmation that maybe you don't value our friendship as much as it could have been valued, and the fact that you and chris were my two closest friends, is going to be hard on me that we had a falling out just because you got pissed over something that wasn't enough to get pissed over. It hurts me yes, I don't have anyone else, literally. But i'll learn to deal, i've een lonely thisl ong right?. . It's good to know people are still good at keeping me that way.
I can't believe you pulled this off so well. You got what you wanted, and i congradulate you.
IT'S GOOD TO KNOW I HAVE PEOPLE THAT FUCKING CARE!

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Re: GRAWR! mamorumoon666 March 11 2006, 12:29:51 UTC
PISS

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