letter to a friend
Dear Friend,
This is the only way i know how to get my feelings out wihtout being interupted by the words coming out of my mouth. I care so muuch about you and what you think about me. I just feel like im being used. it wouldnt be the first time and im sure it wont be the last. my life has a tendancy to lead me down that path over and over again. i quite accustomed to it and strangely enough more ok with than i should be. either way i care more about you that i have cared about anybody in a long time. these feelings are all quite new to me and strangely enough i am ok with it. we are such a perfect fit. we get along so well and are so much alike yet so different all at the same time. i love your sense of humor and i guess that is because it is just as warped as mine. that makes me happy and you make me smile. i just wish that you were around more. i wish that you would talk to me instead of talking to my friends and telling them things that you wont tell me. i just wish i knew where we stand b/c the signals are so mixed i dont know how to read them or if there are even any signals to read. i just wish i knew what the hell was going on and where it was all going lead. that would make my life so much easier. i just wish i was brave enough to take that first step and make the first move. i just wish i knew what you were thinking. it would make my life so much less stressful. im just a little bit stressed right now b/c i feel like you are using me to get your shit done. i mean its not like i dont have hella shit i need to be doing right now. i dont mind helping but it would be nice if it workd both ways. ok well i guess i am done rambling. i think that is all. ok im done.
This is the only way i know how to get my feelings out wihtout being interupted by the words coming out of my mouth. I care so muuch about you and what you think about me. I just feel like im being used. it wouldnt be the first time and im sure it wont be the last. my life has a tendancy to lead me down that path over and over again. i quite accustomed to it and strangely enough more ok with than i should be. either way i care more about you that i have cared about anybody in a long time. these feelings are all quite new to me and strangely enough i am ok with it. we are such a perfect fit. we get along so well and are so much alike yet so different all at the same time. i love your sense of humor and i guess that is because it is just as warped as mine. that makes me happy and you make me smile. i just wish that you were around more. i wish that you would talk to me instead of talking to my friends and telling them things that you wont tell me. i just wish i knew where we stand b/c the signals are so mixed i dont know how to read them or if there are even any signals to read. i just wish i knew what the hell was going on and where it was all going lead. that would make my life so much easier. i just wish i was brave enough to take that first step and make the first move. i just wish i knew what you were thinking. it would make my life so much less stressful. im just a little bit stressed right now b/c i feel like you are using me to get your shit done. i mean its not like i dont have hella shit i need to be doing right now. i dont mind helping but it would be nice if it workd both ways. ok well i guess i am done rambling. i think that is all. ok im done.