Sep 18, 2012 20:39
That helped, actually. I wasn't really expecting it to, but I think it did. And hey, I have a new friend to hang out with, even if he is a little ways away. And I got to try Borderlands 2 on top of it, so hey!
Well this is a pretty pathetic dinner, huh? This always happens - I eat all the good stuff first, and then I'm just left with things like rice, canned fruit, and bread with no sandwich ingredients. I'm always afraid I'm spending too much on food, but it's really not the biggest drain on my resources so I shouldn't be overly worried about it. I'm not exactly a penny pincher, but I do pay attention to how much the food I buy costs; at times my brain even sort of does the calculating for me.
More massages from Beth sounds like a better use of my disposable income than Riot points when I think about it. It's also an excuse to have her over more often, which is always a plus. I also need to think about a better breakfast plan; part of the reason why I'm always overthinking things when I'm at work is because I'm grumpy from not eating enough beforehand. It's amazing how much a good meal helps.
Continuing to post on here sort of feels like performing on stage to an empty theater. I put my thoughts out in the open to share, but it's been so long since I've had any actual audience that it'd be functionally no different if I just wrote in a notepad or something. I've never really needed to write to get my thoughts in order or anything - when I first made this thing, the point was so that I could share with people, but for quite some time now I've only continued posting because I've been doing it for so long. It's sort of like riding a bandwagon that's been empty for years and is rolling down a deserted track that doesn't actually lead anywhere.
I alos think it's a little funny how sometimes I think of more things to write about while in the middle of writing about something else. That's basically what made this post so big. Ah well.