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One of my major flaws as a human, or as me, is that while I have the ability to see things from any perspective, Its not always easy to know which one is most realistic. Some perspectives are more necessary or relevant than others at different times. Its hard to maintain sanity when each of them are as reliable as the others. Therefore rendering them all pretty unreliable. As a survival mechanism, I guess I've chosen to remain positive about all things possible, at least as much as possible. Some people can be really good at looking at other people's lives with great negativity and deem their life, and their situation however they want to. They may even go as far as judging someone they thought they respected in a negative way and cast them aside. I don't blame anyone if they choose to do this, and I refuse to judge them if they choose to do so. At least I know I'm fighting to stay happy, and that I'm not bored and complacent with a life I should be otherwise be grateful for. It gets lonely being with a significant other for a majority of the time and the monotony of struggle can be overbearing. Despite all friction and conflict, I am always aware that my life is led with a mentality that constantly seeks a more positive existence. Things are about to get harder for both Sarah and I but I swear its essential, and will result in a more positive outcome and future for both of us.