Gotta get this out...
Omg this is why i hate high school. Because people are soooo fuckin sad. Alrighty kids, today's lesson: making ourselves feel/look better: Sleep with everyone (go ahead, rack up those STD points! wahoo), talk about people you're jealous of (no of course it doesn't make you look more pathetic!). So last week wasn't the most picture perfect week of my life haha, to say the least. I had bitches talking about me, makin shit up (so now im a lesbian slut who's on drugs, HA good try whore). I normally don't let this kinda shit get to me, because honestly why would i...they led sad lives if this is what they have to do to make me look bad and bring themselves up. So i sit here and laugh to myself because...this is their life. These years are probably the best years of their life...and mine are yet to come. I'm Aimee-fuckin-Harrell and ill be something damnit...but you, you keep your head up your ass and you become oblivious to the real world around you. Cry, cry every night that life doesnt always go your way. And when you wake up one morning and realize you have nothing when you thought you were on top, i hope i get to kick you when you're down. Because im right. And you know it. It will always eat away at you that i got what you've always wanted, and i didnt go about it being fake and self-absorbed. You'll hear about me in years to come and wonder why I'm where you want to be. And I can tell you...right now i have the answers to why your dismal life is the same and always will be. You're so consumed in yourself and how other people perceive you, that you've become something you're not. Congrats, you've become the typical high schooler who is blind, gives us a reason for stereotypes, and makes everyone with half a brain want to puke. So I won't let you get to me. Say what ever the fuck you want to say about me...because I won't, and can't be torn down. Must I remind you, I'm greater than you bitch? I won't argue with you, I won't put my self on your rapidly decreasing level. I won't listen to your "everyone look at how sad i am because he doesn't like me, aw poor me" speeches. I will spit on you if you ever forget who i am, and what i can do to you...
Ah, i feel SO much better haha. So yeah my fall break has been pretty good so far. I let my brother go to Windy Gap in my place instead. Because i really didn't feel like going and he really wanted to, so why not? It's been really relaxing, which is exactly what i needed because school was stressing me the fuck out. And it's good to be able to breath haha. I've started running again, which takes a lot off my mind and helps me mucho! So that's good too. life is pretty good right now, can't really complain....hope you all are having great fall breaks!
Ah, i feel SO much better haha. So yeah my fall break has been pretty good so far. I let my brother go to Windy Gap in my place instead. Because i really didn't feel like going and he really wanted to, so why not? It's been really relaxing, which is exactly what i needed because school was stressing me the fuck out. And it's good to be able to breath haha. I've started running again, which takes a lot off my mind and helps me mucho! So that's good too. life is pretty good right now, can't really complain....hope you all are having great fall breaks!