family time rocks my world

Jun 24, 2003 19:16

just because i am aware how hard it is to catch sarcasm online, ill spelle it out for you all-- that was sarcasm to teh extreme.

montreal- a nice place. cool people. pretty good weather. good food.

got an adorable dress that i have no idea when ill wear-- but i must must wear it. when i get home- i wanna go somewhere to wear it. to all those who've seen How to Lose a Guy in 10 Days-- similar to one of Kate Hudson's dresses. invitations/suggestions to when to wear it may be left:)

my mom and i have been talkign about belly button rings. surprising yes? she actually brought it up-- she asked if i ever thought about wanting one. i said they're adorbale and she said yeah i think so too!! so ill be working on her. i think this teaching shpiel is good for her. making her a smidge cooler i'd say.

i miss everyone so much.

i realized taht every year since 7th grade i've missed a specific, well, boy, if you will. and they have all been unrequited missings. every single one. i'd like to say that i've learned from them, but i obviously havent. cept this year it isnt unrequited...

i'm gonna spell it out for ya.

7th- france: daniel gudelsky. naosers snapped me outta this one...well actually nao/ allison siegel who went out wtih him, therefore forcing me to get over the kid.

8th- spain: ricky. yes, folks, to those who were'nt at TIlden and didnt make the constant jokes about us being married (ahem kelly ahem amy ahem) i liked this child dearyl. thank you allisoni for snapping me out of this one in a veryu good way. a dose of reality if you will.

9th- vermont. sigh....as hard for me to admit this- mike graves. hahahaha ohh wow. i loved that kid. well no not realyl. but he was a major girl crush of mine. once again, more unrequited than ever.

but im happy to say that this year is different, cuz i'm not yearning for something i dont have. but it's still hard, cuz i don't really have it right now.

and yes samba is mucho in effect.

sigh. boys. change is good. that big for me to say, i'm one of those change haters. but erally, the only reason people are afraid of change is cuz they don't know how to deal wtih something new. new things make life interesting.

i miss you guys so much. i've been thinking too much for this to be a vacation. last thursday night scared the shit outta me, and i almost wanted to go away so taht i could be "protected" and a little girl again with my parents. but now i realize how wrong i was.

i wanna hang out with you guys!! i've only been gonel ike 4 days, buti miss you so much.

kush- get off your ass and do something so i can hear about it!!! and live vicariously through you:)

tomorrow's my birthday. yet anohter one spent away from home. i haven't been home for my birthday since i was 7. yes, folks, thats 9 years. but im happy cuz i get to wear my dress:)

but really, i'm having a great time here. it's so ncie to have a change of scenery. and french is such a hot language-- extremely sexy.

well tahts all for now.

keep livin it up.

much love.
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