aftermath
I didn't think it would be as big a deal as I made it out to be. I think I might have convinced myself that more lines were crossed but when I look back why do I feel differently. Why do I feel like I don't know him as well as I thought? I thought we were both moving our lives in the same direction. When one of us goes off the path the other is there to stay strong and keep the other in line. I thought that was what we were doing. Now it's like i don't want to reel him back in. It feels like he broke the seal. Just one crazy night but he crossed a line and it has me feeling akward.