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[mamidestinee]

sorry for not writing anything in here for a while. things have been kinda crazy since we moved up here. i don't too much care for it here. there is nothing in this town. it's a very small town. well at least it's small compared to where i was in florida. ive already gone through 2 jobs. both of which sucked. things just aren't going that well for me here. i miss my friends and my mom like whoa. things are going great for thomas though. he is working for general motors and loving it. but i can't seem to find a job here. all the decent jobs are like an hour away and don't pay enough for me to make the trip. i really want to go back home but i don't have anywhere to stay if i do. i can't stay with my mom because of us getting evicted from the apartment. i'm trying to last as long as i can and really hoping for things to look up. but i just don't see it happening. i have too much hidden anger with thomas to try and stay in a good mood. it's really hard because i know if thomas would have just stepped up to the plate like hwe was supposed to, we wouldn't be here.
shit gotta go, write more later. babies are being fussy.