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okay so here's my big bad news update. to save the trouble of hogging up the friends page im using a cut.
*deep breath* here goes.
okay i'll start from my last update about thomas leaving me.
we had a HUGE blowout because of the babysitter. (yes the babysitter) he didn't like how much she was going to charge a week and told me she couldn't watch johnica. in return i told him he could be the biggest dickhead in the world. he left. long story short, he came home that night, had a long (like 2 hour) talk. worked everything out, got back together. things are good.
old job- wendys
last night i had to work. i really didn't want to go in because i was physically exhausted from waking up early, going to training all day for the new job, and yadda yadda. well i went to call out but couldn't do it because the manager was having problems. whatever, i went. turned out the manager had to leave because her son was having problems breathing. so they bring in this guy to cover for her. he turns out to be a huge asshole. he was talking to me like i was stupid, gave me a huge attitude problem and was just being a dickhead. so i walked out. now im going to cut in about my new job, no need to get confused cause all of this ties in together.
new job- teletech
so im in training for 2 days. things are going great. i was really starting to get into it now that i knew how things worked and shit. it wasn't going to be easy but it wouldn't be hard to get used to. so last night after i get home from walking out on wendys, teletech calls me to tell me that............ i failed my drug test. so now i have no job at all. nothing. zip.
so now im on the massive job hunt from hell. im applying to anything and everything that i might be able to do. im so upset right now. i know i have no one to blame but myself for this. i just wish it didn't happen all at once. i wish i wouldn't have gone to wendys in a bad mood to begin with cause then i wouldn't have taken everything like i did. and i wouldn't be in the position that i am in right now. im so screwed. like seriously screwed. and on top of my mom making me feel like 2 inches big, along with being screwed i feel like im the biggest piece of shit in the world. i still have 250 to pay on my car, on top of the insurance. i don't know what to do. i could use my grant but well i don't get that for another month.
everything was going so good and then BAM brick wall and im back where i started.
fucked all over again.
*deep breath* here goes.
okay i'll start from my last update about thomas leaving me.
we had a HUGE blowout because of the babysitter. (yes the babysitter) he didn't like how much she was going to charge a week and told me she couldn't watch johnica. in return i told him he could be the biggest dickhead in the world. he left. long story short, he came home that night, had a long (like 2 hour) talk. worked everything out, got back together. things are good.
old job- wendys
last night i had to work. i really didn't want to go in because i was physically exhausted from waking up early, going to training all day for the new job, and yadda yadda. well i went to call out but couldn't do it because the manager was having problems. whatever, i went. turned out the manager had to leave because her son was having problems breathing. so they bring in this guy to cover for her. he turns out to be a huge asshole. he was talking to me like i was stupid, gave me a huge attitude problem and was just being a dickhead. so i walked out. now im going to cut in about my new job, no need to get confused cause all of this ties in together.
new job- teletech
so im in training for 2 days. things are going great. i was really starting to get into it now that i knew how things worked and shit. it wasn't going to be easy but it wouldn't be hard to get used to. so last night after i get home from walking out on wendys, teletech calls me to tell me that............ i failed my drug test. so now i have no job at all. nothing. zip.
so now im on the massive job hunt from hell. im applying to anything and everything that i might be able to do. im so upset right now. i know i have no one to blame but myself for this. i just wish it didn't happen all at once. i wish i wouldn't have gone to wendys in a bad mood to begin with cause then i wouldn't have taken everything like i did. and i wouldn't be in the position that i am in right now. im so screwed. like seriously screwed. and on top of my mom making me feel like 2 inches big, along with being screwed i feel like im the biggest piece of shit in the world. i still have 250 to pay on my car, on top of the insurance. i don't know what to do. i could use my grant but well i don't get that for another month.
everything was going so good and then BAM brick wall and im back where i started.
fucked all over again.