It hit me
Tomorrow, I have an interview ... THEE interview of my beginning career. Am I nervous? F*** yes. It's hard not to get my hopes too high up to get this job, but ... when I have worked almost, all of, my ass to get where I am now, and ignore everyone who's said to me that I couldn't do what I am, it makes you think how important this will be.
And remember how much I said that I was going to work at the store last year? How badly I wanted it. Well, this feels like it. Only A LOT more. I'm pretty sure I will get this job. I need this job.
We took a look of the routes for me to take in order to get there, just so I dont get lost. They have already started renovating the location.
Im nervous. I cant stop stressing about it ... yeah yeah yeah, I know I shouldn't be, and I'll do fine (I've practiced a lot, reviewed what I could, brought everything I needed), but most of you, don't understand how much of a big deal this is for me. How important this is for me. How much I've put in to get this opportunity.
I should be sleeping, but I can't ... not yet anyways.
And remember how much I said that I was going to work at the store last year? How badly I wanted it. Well, this feels like it. Only A LOT more. I'm pretty sure I will get this job. I need this job.
We took a look of the routes for me to take in order to get there, just so I dont get lost. They have already started renovating the location.
Im nervous. I cant stop stressing about it ... yeah yeah yeah, I know I shouldn't be, and I'll do fine (I've practiced a lot, reviewed what I could, brought everything I needed), but most of you, don't understand how much of a big deal this is for me. How important this is for me. How much I've put in to get this opportunity.
I should be sleeping, but I can't ... not yet anyways.