*melting* O.O o.o -.-*laaaaaaaahhh...*
O.o Do you ever feel like you're just getting stupider and stupider ~ Like you KNOW you were smart at one point ~ but somewhere you lost it and never stopped losing it. I am pretty sure at one point I was reasonably smart ~ I was no genius mind you but I was no dummy either. I realized I this when I was playing a game ~ with some of Gay's relatives ~ and I knew NONE of the answers NOT A ONE!!!! It asked questions about sports, entertainment, Science and nature, geography ~ I WAS SO LOST ~ I know I have taking some of these things in school ~ where the hell was I????? I know there must be something wrong with me ~ I completely remembered and understood these things when they were taught to me (besides spelling....I've been bad at that forever) But now I can't remember like any of it ~ or maybe my mind is trying to confuse the both of us.....~.9 ....*sigh*I think I am not in control of my mind ~ When I am in a classroom I think I can pull things out of my brain ~ but once its summer my mind says unt uh ~ no access to this info for you and Im all *huff* but I want it......stupid mind of mine........never letting me know things........and ruining all my plans.........
Blah,
Megan