hope of all hopes

[mambomoose]

so i got back from austin today..
(p.s. ataris/fsf/julianna/yellowcard = bad fucking ass)

first shaun asked me what happened with matt...
i denied everything.

then brett brought it up....
i, again, denied everything.

so now i have to talk to minzenmeyer at school on monday and make sure he said NOTHING to everybody that we know.

i hope he hasn't fucked me over yet.

so we hung out with j in austin yesterday and today.
that boy doesnt know when to stop talking.

i found out some information and i am curious to find out how much is really true....
because if it is.....i might have to feel really bad about myself.

i got drunk, and still am, but with laura and shaun, my brother's friends. this might seem strange, but i have gotten used to it.
it really is a beautiful situation: getting drunk and smoking cigs for free. i should do this more often.

i really wish someone was online right now....i am on a fact-finding mission. this is my goal for tonight.
so get online damnit!

kidding....i have patience.....i promise.....

the end.