damn its been a long ass time

[mamboitaliano]

so its been about 6 months since i last updated my journal wow. its almost like i shud reintroduce myself but fuck it i dont want to. so ya rite now im at my dads house and no one is online b/c its spring break!! hellz ya but anyways i figured i had nothing better to do so here i am. so last time i updated it was my birthday, now im nearly 15 1/2 (haha i feel like a little kid) and lots has happend. so ya in november i went on a trip to seattle w/ my crew team and that was loads of fun. then for thanksgiving i went to arizona and on my way home i was lucky enuff to be chosen for a random search. ok then in decemeber i went to formal w/ my friend dylan, thats right not alex who i wanted to go w/(more to tell on alex but its not the time yet) and ya formal was ok but i wanted to party afterwards and get wasted but ya that never happened. then there was xmas break which was hell. went to palm springs w/ the father and his family and on xmas eve i tried to kill myself yes such a lovely thing to do when w/ the family. but i did get a video camera so that was kool o ya and loads of bonding time w/ the father which was interesting as usual. lets see umm in january crew practice started again and that was well just painful. then in february w/ a guy who is really really weird and i think he has fragile x (and to those of u who hear me make this accusation a/b lots of people, well its true kevin's get the symptoms) ya so this guy was fuckin weird and clingy and just plain weird all over again. then on valentines day alex and i almost started going out again and we were gonna go out that weekend but then we didnt i dont really kno wut ahppend. but then the following weekend we had a bonfire and he came to that and we ended up going out again. then in march racing season started and thats a/b all that went down that month. o wait thast rite alex and i broke up again. and it was my jaimie's birthday! and she got her liscence yay k well im gonna finish updating later b/c im watching a movie
later
ally