God, its been a long time....
so my ankle hurts. bad. why, you might ask? because i had physical therapy for an hour and a half today. do you know what it feels like to go through the "4 stages of icing" while 135 volts of electricity are flowing through four spots on said ankle? before you contemplate that, recall that while the final stage of icing might be "numb" the others all involve pain or burning or something to that nature. HOLY SHIT. It hurts. bad. But i have to just "grin and bear it" for 25 minutes. Then I have to do these stupid ass wall exercises for my heel, which is starting to injure because of all the compensating I have been doing with it. yeah. fuck that. Then I advanced from the red stretchy band to the green, which has tighter resistance and I even got to take a blue one home for when I advance further. um, right. my ankle is fucking killing me after using the green one. Ok, ok, I know it will get easier, but tell that to the thing that is attached to my left leg at the bottom and is throbbing and has been since 12pm this afternoon. gah. I think that worst part was that after ALLLLLLL that, we had to tape my ankle. Because for the ligament that I have torn, no jerkoff doctor has created a brace for it at this point in time... lovely. So instead, I have to use this white tape that has wreaked havoc on my skin and then this other tape on top of that that requires that I squeeze my ankle bones together. um, holy shit. it feels so weird (and kinda hurts) to squeeze my own bones together. god. I just wish this shit would heal and I could be back to normal.
i watched the season premiere of ANTM tonight. There are some girls that I definitely don't like already. yeesh.
i have to work tomorrow night, and I am kinda bummed, because i have to miss the premiere of Grey's Anatomy. Shut the fuck up, i LOVE that show. But mostly, I don't want to work with Ali tomorrow. I don't know why. Mostly, i think its because I am used to working with other managers and i feel like I am always doing something wrong when I am working with Ali. oh well, I guess. I have to do it on saturday, allllll day with her. gah.
i think that is it for now. I am done ranting or whatever. I just want to say that I MISS RYAN. bad. i wish I could have a "one phone call free" card. Just a 20 minute phone call. I sent his birthday present/package out today. I hope he loves it.
later y'all
Amber
i watched the season premiere of ANTM tonight. There are some girls that I definitely don't like already. yeesh.
i have to work tomorrow night, and I am kinda bummed, because i have to miss the premiere of Grey's Anatomy. Shut the fuck up, i LOVE that show. But mostly, I don't want to work with Ali tomorrow. I don't know why. Mostly, i think its because I am used to working with other managers and i feel like I am always doing something wrong when I am working with Ali. oh well, I guess. I have to do it on saturday, allllll day with her. gah.
i think that is it for now. I am done ranting or whatever. I just want to say that I MISS RYAN. bad. i wish I could have a "one phone call free" card. Just a 20 minute phone call. I sent his birthday present/package out today. I hope he loves it.
later y'all
Amber