P.S.: Everyone should go see Pan's Labyrinth as soon as humanly possible.
I'm really not too thrilled with myself right now. I've been very crabby and inconsiderate, especially to people that I love very much. I've been tired and ineffectual, unhelpful and lazy. I bet I look pretty awful too.
So here I am, writing a college essay about how I want to save the world. I don't know how I can expect to do that when I can't even go an entire afternoon without snapping at anybody. Maybe it has to do with the season? The darkness? Stress? Is everyone else going through this too, or am I the only one creating unnecessary tension?
If I don't cut it out, I may lose friends. I mean, I don't think my relationship with anyone is strained to that point yet, but it could happen. Now I'm afraid. And still quite upset with myself.
So here I am, writing a college essay about how I want to save the world. I don't know how I can expect to do that when I can't even go an entire afternoon without snapping at anybody. Maybe it has to do with the season? The darkness? Stress? Is everyone else going through this too, or am I the only one creating unnecessary tension?
If I don't cut it out, I may lose friends. I mean, I don't think my relationship with anyone is strained to that point yet, but it could happen. Now I'm afraid. And still quite upset with myself.