[Whispers in the Dark]
I feel sooo much better today than I have the past few days.
I guess they're right when they say.. if you can make it past the first three days.. you can beat anything.
I don't have a headache this morning.
And other than when I was brushing my teeth earlier.. I don't even feel nauseated today.
Yet.
(knock on wood)
I am rather aggrivated with this tropical storm.
Got Ry's paycheck today and it's all jacked up from having missed so much time this week due to the evacuations.
Next week is more than most likely going to be the exact same way.
I am trying not to let it bother me too much.
I know as of the 5th, Ryan's raise goes into affect and by then.. they should be back in Brunswick trying like hell to make up all this down time.
(I pray with all my heart)
But in the mean time... I have rent to pay
groceries to buy
and tags for my car that are due.
Which reminds me... fuck... I need to call Ryan's grandpa.
I feel a little relieved in knowing that if I have to.. I can always call Mom (Ryan's mom that is) and borrow the money from her until Ryan's work picks back up.
She knows we will pay her back.
Especially with the news of his raise.
I don't want to have to do that though.
I feel we've already asked her for enough help.
She does so much for us as it is.
I feel like we're constantly running to her for something.
But then again.. she'd be pissed if we didn't come to her.
man we're lucky to have her in our lives.
Rain Rain Go Away!
My t.v. is screaming.
This is an announcement from the emergency management association.
Flash flood Warnings.
Oh the joy!
Let's hope we don't get swept away.
This could be Ryan's last weekend off for a long time.
Not that it bothers me.
I know if he's working on Saturday... I can count on a good paycheck.
And life is so much easier when you don't have to worry constantly about where you're next meal is coming from.. or how you're going to pay this bill or that bill.
Ryan and I both have grown comfortable with everything being taken care of on time.
It's been nice.
We have to get alot done though.
there is still stuff at Judie's and at the storage building that needs to make its way here.
there are things we are going to have to leave behind.
things have have to be moved upstairs to Judie's spare bedroom until we can afford a little building.. or something... somewhere to store the stuff.
the end of the month is fast approaching though
and this has to get done
I am not paying another month on that storage building.
Here it is... six forty in the morning
and the girls are already up.
Woke up around the same time Ryan did.
I have no idea why.
Usually they're pretty good about sleeping until 8 or even 9.
A bowl of cookie crisp and a cup of tea.
Playhouse Disney.
and I'm headed back to bed for a while
I'm exhausted.
If nothing else.. all this rain makes for good sleeping weather.