Six Days
I have made it through six days successfully without a smoke. I'm not sure that all of you know I smoke. Well, now you do.
For some reason I don't smoke during the holidays, and I have no idea why. It's not because I come home from school, because I did all during summer break, it's not because I can't get them, it's not difficult. I just stop for a little while. Last time I was clean for about three months, and I would have made it longer if not for a moment of weakness at a critical point in my life.
I'll have made it a week without a ciggarette soon, and for those of you who don't know this about me, THAT'S A LONG TIME. I'm not even complaining, I'm actually kind of proud. Today was the first day my head decided to hurt, but it's all in my head (haha, I'm punny) because generally the physical addiction is over as soon as a few days of nicotine cleansing ends.
At any rate, it'll be awhile before I have one, if I have one. I don't know. I quit pot, I don't drink much anymore, I never really did much of anything else, maybe my body is just starting to yell at me to do things within reason instead of being a complete jackass every time a substance is handed to me? I have no idea.
I don't know why I'm telling you all this, because it doesn't matter. But before you comment with "THAT COULD KILL YOU! OMG!" spare me. I'm not an idiot. Of course smoking can kill me. So can using the microwave, but I still do that. Hell, I won't even use that excuse, because I know that you can't even compare those two things. I know damn well it's a dirty, often deadly habit. But I appreciate the kind thought.
Tomorrow I buckle down on my practice schedule. Fun week is over, viola practice is begin!
For some reason I don't smoke during the holidays, and I have no idea why. It's not because I come home from school, because I did all during summer break, it's not because I can't get them, it's not difficult. I just stop for a little while. Last time I was clean for about three months, and I would have made it longer if not for a moment of weakness at a critical point in my life.
I'll have made it a week without a ciggarette soon, and for those of you who don't know this about me, THAT'S A LONG TIME. I'm not even complaining, I'm actually kind of proud. Today was the first day my head decided to hurt, but it's all in my head (haha, I'm punny) because generally the physical addiction is over as soon as a few days of nicotine cleansing ends.
At any rate, it'll be awhile before I have one, if I have one. I don't know. I quit pot, I don't drink much anymore, I never really did much of anything else, maybe my body is just starting to yell at me to do things within reason instead of being a complete jackass every time a substance is handed to me? I have no idea.
I don't know why I'm telling you all this, because it doesn't matter. But before you comment with "THAT COULD KILL YOU! OMG!" spare me. I'm not an idiot. Of course smoking can kill me. So can using the microwave, but I still do that. Hell, I won't even use that excuse, because I know that you can't even compare those two things. I know damn well it's a dirty, often deadly habit. But I appreciate the kind thought.
Tomorrow I buckle down on my practice schedule. Fun week is over, viola practice is begin!