one week
Packed up half of my closet today...tryign to pack slowly so that i dont get overwhlmed next week....weird feeling seein boxes in my room again....i think back to 10 months ago to the pile of shit that i brought here..what a different place i was in my life....so miserable...so homesick...my roommmate and i always look at pictures of me in those first couple of months and she always says you look soo sad.....and its not like im frowning in the pictures but its in my eyes..i was just sooo sad...that was one of the hardest times in my life....cant believe ive come full circle...the boxes are back and im sad for a differnt reason....im leavign this place....not just for three months but forever...dont get me wrong i CANT WAIT to come home....but its just weird to be leavin this place...leaving what i have known for the past 10 months to the place that i have known my whole life....im gonna wake up and look and not see anyone lyin next to me...ready to be home..scared to know that im never gonna return...weirdness