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I've begining to question everything I've been sure about for so long.
Thomas called today. I was really happy but by the end of it I just felt so unsettled. I want this so bad; a life with him. I just don't know if I'm cut out for this. I want it, I really do but...I just don't know. I am going to try, I really am. He is so worth it but I can't help but think back on how things used to be. I know that's bad, because now is now and than is not coming back.
I just have to keep telling myself that.
Thomas called today. I was really happy but by the end of it I just felt so unsettled. I want this so bad; a life with him. I just don't know if I'm cut out for this. I want it, I really do but...I just don't know. I am going to try, I really am. He is so worth it but I can't help but think back on how things used to be. I know that's bad, because now is now and than is not coming back.
I just have to keep telling myself that.