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O-k so, updating is going to be difficult right now mainly because I don't want to update at all but here goes...
Friday, Thomas was pretty late picking me up coming home from MEPS. The whole day he was in Syracuse (doing tests and physicals for basic training), I was sad, which just goes to show how bad I will be with him gone 2 months for basic training than AIT! On top of this in a few weeks him and the family will be gone for 5 days for the cruise. I'm calling that practice, Trying to get used to him being away is going to be so hard. For the past almost year and half now we've at least talked every day and it's going to suck becuase he will only be able to call every sunday and with having to call his mom and Lydia too, I know we won't get THAT much time. Anyways, on Friday he got me on his way back from the recruiters office and he brought back all these army shirts and bumper stickers and towels and gave them all to his sisters and mom. I was kinda sad about it :( I wanted one. I don't want to be selfish, that's his family but I really felt shitty he didn't bring me back anything and than today he wanted to buy his mom flowers 'just cause'. When I didn't even get flowers on Valentines day! I got 5 heart shaped cookies. :( I know he was real tight on money at the time and I don't want to seem shitty but I was disapointed to say the least...
We had free movie tickets that night though and everyone was out so went to go to see The Knowing. With Nicolas Cage. We both thought it LOOKED pretty good from previews but it really sucked. I ended up having to do with aliens... It just sucked really.
The earth blowing up part was really scary though. I'm one of those people terrified of 2012 :(
If I had known what Y2K was, I probably would have been terrified of that too but I was in like 4th grade...
Yesterday we went to the military store near his house to try to find some shirts or something but they were all huuuuge than we went to my dad's for dinner. The whole time my dad would NOT stop talking about the army with Thomas and I mean I know thats kind of why we came becuase my dad wanted to talk to him about it but It was kind of depressing and he asked about us staying together and I said we were going to and he said "can you really do that?" and gave me this look like I could not stay faithful to Thomas. I hate when he does that. He also said spending time with Mike at his apartment was one of my worst choices I could make. Really...Mike is my best friend of 3, almost 4 years and we have NEVER done anything. We had a crush on each other once a long time ago and nothing even happened then. When we went back to the house, Mama Kim and Lydia had gone to the military store as well and bought braclets, more bumper stickers and lydia got "booty camp" shorts. Which are camo under wear really and she was all showing them off. She even asked Thomas if she could get him one of the uniforms he will wear after boot camp. I could not understand for the life of me why she would want one. It seems like Mama Kim really doesn't get that this effects me too. I mean I know they are worried and sad and proud and all that but all I know is "oh poor Lyida, poor poor Lydia". Her and Thomas are close I get it. They are Irish twins. They've never celebrated a birthday apart, I know this. It's sad, it is but she acts like this shouldn't effect me at all and it's getting kind of annoying. We've always been close but since Thomas joined the army she's been so hard to deal with...
On Friday, Grammy had brought up going to his graduation from basic in Georgia and how her and papa were cleaning out the van and taking everyone and Thomas asked If i was going and I said "yeah of course...if everyone is ok with that and wants me there". Grammy and Mama kim didn't say a word he just said "of course I want you there!". I asked Larina about it and she said that her mom had said she was un-sure because It's going to be very sunny down there and she didn't want me getting sick and wanting to go back to the hotel(I get sick in the sun). It's not that big a deal. I'm in the sun all the time over the summer, I just have to cover up and I wouldn't whine and want to leave in the middle of my boyfriend's basic training graduation!
Just ughhh.
So annoying lately with everyone on my back about us and about me.
My step mom was grilling me about Thomas and I and why I was not going with him.
I can't even tell you how MANY times I had to tell her "I CANT GO WITH HIM. WE ARE NOT MARRIED!". Which always ended in a 'well you should get married. If you love each other just get married'. I really don't find it being that easy. I'm 18 and he's almost 21 and we are in no rush. We are both trying to get our lives on track and seeing how we do with the distance. I know it won't be easy but he needs to get done with Basic and AIT and I need to get to Job corp. Hopefully sooner than September but whatever happens happens. I know you get more money and it's easier if you get married before basic and before you join and everything but we're not getting married just because its convenient.
In other news...
On satuday we went to the movies again, this time with Lydia and we saw 'Last House on the Left".
Which was also kinda sucky. I'm not into watching people get mutilated and all that so I guess it just wasn't my kind of flick? After we went to Michelle's and were supposed to go bowling but Aaron and the guys didn't have money so Thomas and I left and went to Denny's than went back to the house and played Sims...A lot. hahaha. We seriously play it like everyday than we went to bed.
and Today We rented Sin City and got Burger King. Sin city was sooo good. It was ridiculous how much I loved it.
Thomas and I came back here for a little while and watched BatMan and now I should be in bed because I'm going to the zoo tomorrow with Katie and baby Nathan!
Than Tuesday I'm going with Mikey to Buffalo to see his daddy and go back to the galleria mall becuase It's so nice!
This took way too long.
Woo-ee.