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sleep and pissed so u kno i aint waking up...
u think if someone says they'll call...
and they cant get in touch with u...
and they say the matter is "important" they wud send u an email or post u a message?
no, boys just dont care
these bitches go to sleep and turn the phone off.
when u try and call back...
i hate boys...
im sick of being angry
just cuz a fuckin boy pissed me off
they dont care about ur feelings...
and carin is just not in the damn vocabulary
they call ONCE and say o well im goin to sleep
they dont wait for u or anything
if the fuckin reason for callin is so damn important...
THEN DONT GO TO SLEEP
.damn.
how hard is that?
they cant even comprehend cryin,
its just a word that implies...
"leave me alone"
so they act all dumb when they see or hear about someone doin that,
pretend that crying is another way of saying ur sleep.
well i cant break down, i cant,
i cant let this boy make me cry...
AGAIN
and so called "friends" that piss u off...
and pretend everythings cool
when they kno damn well that what they did was dumb...
i need better real friends
is it too much to ask your supposedly
"devoted" boyfriend not to talk to a certain girl?
but when he does...
hes confused as to why i get pissed and angry.
i dont care...i said dont talk to her...
fuck being insecure
dont talk to her...
fuck trust
dont talk to her
and yet...
Got grEEn07: i unblock her to tell her not to talk to me no mo cuz i luv u
as sweet as that is...
i need loyalty...i need to kno i have it...or dont have it.
maybe i dont have anything to worry about
but i feel...idk
obviously we have trust issues or else i wouldn't feel like...
im bein fuckin played...
idk, im bout to just say fuck it
whats the point in keepin urself open
if the only thing thats gonna happen is u gettin hurt?
.literally.
boys have radars and they can tell when ur at ur weakess moment
and when ur off guard and some shit to makee u pissed
make u type really long journal entries
but ur cryin so u cant really se the keyboard...
so some how ur words gain weight.
and hopefully their hurtfull enough to make them
hurt as much as u have.
BUT
i doubt it'll happen
because, this journal entry is way to long for a guy to comprhend
and the one im venting at doesnt l ike reading...
.go figure.
i wish i could go to sleep numb
not feeling anything
i dont wanna wake up.
.at all.
but im not...
i will wake up tmw...
i'll just have to ride this one out...
be pissed for however many days...
dont talk
dont eat
all because of a fuckin boy.
.i give.
i cant say anything
without someone tellin me i have nothin to worry about or that i'm over reacting
but when i dont say something...everything goes wrong
this entry was supposed to be an away message...
but like everything else things change.and nothing
turns out to be how u want it and i vent too much..
and i dont care cuz its how i feel,since on one
wants to talk to me about how i feel UGH,i give.
u think if someone says they'll call...
and they cant get in touch with u...
and they say the matter is "important" they wud send u an email or post u a message?
no, boys just dont care
these bitches go to sleep and turn the phone off.
when u try and call back...
i hate boys...
im sick of being angry
just cuz a fuckin boy pissed me off
they dont care about ur feelings...
and carin is just not in the damn vocabulary
they call ONCE and say o well im goin to sleep
they dont wait for u or anything
if the fuckin reason for callin is so damn important...
THEN DONT GO TO SLEEP
.damn.
how hard is that?
they cant even comprehend cryin,
its just a word that implies...
"leave me alone"
so they act all dumb when they see or hear about someone doin that,
pretend that crying is another way of saying ur sleep.
well i cant break down, i cant,
i cant let this boy make me cry...
AGAIN
and so called "friends" that piss u off...
and pretend everythings cool
when they kno damn well that what they did was dumb...
i need better real friends
is it too much to ask your supposedly
"devoted" boyfriend not to talk to a certain girl?
but when he does...
hes confused as to why i get pissed and angry.
i dont care...i said dont talk to her...
fuck being insecure
dont talk to her...
fuck trust
dont talk to her
and yet...
Got grEEn07: i unblock her to tell her not to talk to me no mo cuz i luv u
as sweet as that is...
i need loyalty...i need to kno i have it...or dont have it.
maybe i dont have anything to worry about
but i feel...idk
obviously we have trust issues or else i wouldn't feel like...
im bein fuckin played...
idk, im bout to just say fuck it
whats the point in keepin urself open
if the only thing thats gonna happen is u gettin hurt?
.literally.
boys have radars and they can tell when ur at ur weakess moment
and when ur off guard and some shit to makee u pissed
make u type really long journal entries
but ur cryin so u cant really se the keyboard...
so some how ur words gain weight.
and hopefully their hurtfull enough to make them
hurt as much as u have.
BUT
i doubt it'll happen
because, this journal entry is way to long for a guy to comprhend
and the one im venting at doesnt l ike reading...
.go figure.
i wish i could go to sleep numb
not feeling anything
i dont wanna wake up.
.at all.
but im not...
i will wake up tmw...
i'll just have to ride this one out...
be pissed for however many days...
dont talk
dont eat
all because of a fuckin boy.
.i give.
i cant say anything
without someone tellin me i have nothin to worry about or that i'm over reacting
but when i dont say something...everything goes wrong
this entry was supposed to be an away message...
but like everything else things change.and nothing
turns out to be how u want it and i vent too much..
and i dont care cuz its how i feel,since on one
wants to talk to me about how i feel UGH,i give.