"If heaven is such a great place, then why is being crucified such a big fucking deal" -Igby
It seems that my family is falling apart and there is not much I can do except sit back and wach it happen because my dad won't listen to me. I don't understand him. Anyway, It's is getting harder and harder for me to stay at my dad's house. I'm suffocating here. But I need to save money so that I can go to NY or London in the fall. I feel lke if I move out now, I will get stuck here because I'll be working so hard to stay afloat that I won't be able to save anything. Then I will be stuck in Rochester with my disfunctional fucking family for the rest of my godforsaken life. I know I sound a little melodramatic, but this situation is fucking melodramatic! I'm trapped. I am stuck in the middle of shit! FUCK FUCK FUCKING FUCKER FUCK! Whew!
I feel old
I feel old