i dont know
tonight is a night of realizations....
if i really think about it there are 5 people i really cared about that i have lost...only 3 that are bothering me, and only two that could have been something, ..one i had an lost (it was impossible love), one i played head games with and one i never knew i had until it was entirely too late...everything happens for a reason and hopefully i'll meet someone who will make me realize why it never worked with these three and why i should move on.....they will always be a part of my life and a part of who i am today but all in all i guess i should say i'm thankful that whatever i had, i had...it helps me realize who i am..so with that i'm going to bed..
gnight...
if i really think about it there are 5 people i really cared about that i have lost...only 3 that are bothering me, and only two that could have been something, ..one i had an lost (it was impossible love), one i played head games with and one i never knew i had until it was entirely too late...everything happens for a reason and hopefully i'll meet someone who will make me realize why it never worked with these three and why i should move on.....they will always be a part of my life and a part of who i am today but all in all i guess i should say i'm thankful that whatever i had, i had...it helps me realize who i am..so with that i'm going to bed..
gnight...