Feb 04, 2009 23:24
I have been working, schooling and watching pbs kids way too much. I feel like my head is spinning. I have never looked forward to Mondays this much in my entire life. Monday nights are now my "me" nights. My mind is in the right place. I have the best job in the world. Who needs a soul mate at this rate? I feel like if I did give myself enough time to think of all the hurt I've caused others, or even myself, for that matter, I would fall apart. I can't let my emotions take hold of my future career, or my current job, or my dog owning responsibilities. I won't let myself do it. I would rather be single the rest of my life than worry one more second about this so called "perfect" guy in my life. I don't need that right now. I need more pbs kids. I need a working t.v. in my apartment. I need Gary Coleman.