Oh My, The Gemini

Jul 09, 2008 10:12

My mother said I was bi-polar today. My birthday falls in between a Taurus and a Gemini. I'm starting to realize how crazy I am because I expect so much of people and still I am never satisfied. I think always being disappointed comes from being raised by a mother that was never completely satisfied with anything in her life. She called to talk about her marriage problems which brought me down a notch from my day of "no work, all play."
I'm starting to see that even when those I love make the effort, I'm still somewhat disappointed (like her). I'm afraid I'm going to end up like her pretty soon. When the dark cloud hanging over you all the time is really your fault and not the fault of those people you've blamed all this time, you just start saving to buy a raincoat. That's the only way to move on.
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