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i feel like shit...i am getting sick....i hate being sick...i really want a milkshake but i know it will make me feel ten times worse, mmmm what to do.....i am tired...i need to get school work done...my dad forgot my sisters birthday. well he remembered sort of. he sent her present a month early because that was when he bought it and he wanted to send it with c's present so that he only had to send one package. but he forgot to call. he even sent her an email but didn't mention it. he has a lot going on and she is hurt but she is more worried that he really isn't doing well. its hard to see whats happening to our family. i can't really imagine how my sister feels. sure he has forgotten my birthday several times and the first was the worst but i wasn't as close to him as she is. and i never knew why he forgot. she knows why and its not good........my sister and i are going to a play tomorrow night. i got a babysitter from a service. its a little weird. i am leaving c with a stranger. sure its not for long and she has a huge list of references and the company is very credited. believe me i did a thorough check on this place and spoke with another one of the nanny women but that one is now on leave because she just had a baby. but anyways its a little weird.....must go eat sugar....