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ugg...for the last few days i haven't gotton through on LJ or by the time i did i couldn't remember what i wanted to say. and now i get through and i don't have anything to say. ugg..my timing sucks.
i guess i could ramble pointlessly for a while though. i do have things to procrastinate.
i got this indescribable feeling today at school. we are currently studying refugees and when we started talking about the children i got this terrible feeling in my stomach and had terrible thoughts racing through my head and couldn't ever imagine losing Cecilia even if it wasn't even close to being as bad as the lives of those children. i don't want to say anymore the feeling is coming back.
so i want to make friends. screw a boyfriend i want a friend. i miss having friends. that is a huge outlet for me and i am in despret need of it.
ok i don't know where i am going with anyof this so i will go tool around with the computer.
i guess i could ramble pointlessly for a while though. i do have things to procrastinate.
i got this indescribable feeling today at school. we are currently studying refugees and when we started talking about the children i got this terrible feeling in my stomach and had terrible thoughts racing through my head and couldn't ever imagine losing Cecilia even if it wasn't even close to being as bad as the lives of those children. i don't want to say anymore the feeling is coming back.
so i want to make friends. screw a boyfriend i want a friend. i miss having friends. that is a huge outlet for me and i am in despret need of it.
ok i don't know where i am going with anyof this so i will go tool around with the computer.