It's been a while..
Howdy ya'll. Life's been good. Working a lot (except for last week when I was sick.) and just spending time with my love. I've been really into myspace lately- I have it set so only my friends can see. There's really just one person (b.m.d.) I don't want knowing anything about me so because of it the general public will suffer. But yeah, add me if you'd like and more than likely I'll be willing to add you. myspace.com/mamalicco (original- i know).
So crazy thing happened to me this weekend. Saturday night Shawn & I went to dinner at this chinese place up by him and I had a fortune cookie that said something along the lines of old friends will be back again... I had a feeling who it could possibly be but didn't want to admit it... because I don't really know how I feel about it. On one hand, I miss someone who was once one of my best friends ever... but at the same time I don't want to cause any unnecessary chaos in mine, or their lives. I wouldn't want anything but that old friendship back and wouldn't want it to be seen as anything else- which I fear it might be.
ANYWAYS. Sunday I go to dinner with Gretchen & Josh- Texas Roadhouse. Gretchen & I being the of-age-PhiPiDelta lushes we are had a few margaritas... and it's a damn good thing we did. My anxiety would have been through the roof if I knew what was about to happen. I saw Kevin H. & Katie L. Now, if you've known me for the past 3 or 4 years you'd know the story behind it. Basically- Kev & I were best friends for like 6 years, he starts dating Katie (we were friends in middle school & the later part of high school) and we stop talking. No reason that I know of. Things were said that shouldn't have been (partially my fault, I admit) at first but really- that was so long ago- I don't really remember what happened and what was said. I just know it was all high school bs. But yeah, if I just saw them- like with my eyes- it would be no big deal. But yeah, they came over and talked for a bit. It was tense/uncomfortable.
I just really had to get that off my chest. Strange.
I'm still in love, 2 years and counting.
So crazy thing happened to me this weekend. Saturday night Shawn & I went to dinner at this chinese place up by him and I had a fortune cookie that said something along the lines of old friends will be back again... I had a feeling who it could possibly be but didn't want to admit it... because I don't really know how I feel about it. On one hand, I miss someone who was once one of my best friends ever... but at the same time I don't want to cause any unnecessary chaos in mine, or their lives. I wouldn't want anything but that old friendship back and wouldn't want it to be seen as anything else- which I fear it might be.
ANYWAYS. Sunday I go to dinner with Gretchen & Josh- Texas Roadhouse. Gretchen & I being the of-age-PhiPiDelta lushes we are had a few margaritas... and it's a damn good thing we did. My anxiety would have been through the roof if I knew what was about to happen. I saw Kevin H. & Katie L. Now, if you've known me for the past 3 or 4 years you'd know the story behind it. Basically- Kev & I were best friends for like 6 years, he starts dating Katie (we were friends in middle school & the later part of high school) and we stop talking. No reason that I know of. Things were said that shouldn't have been (partially my fault, I admit) at first but really- that was so long ago- I don't really remember what happened and what was said. I just know it was all high school bs. But yeah, if I just saw them- like with my eyes- it would be no big deal. But yeah, they came over and talked for a bit. It was tense/uncomfortable.
I just really had to get that off my chest. Strange.
I'm still in love, 2 years and counting.