2 weeks to go!
I can't believe that I am 37w6d today. This baby will be here before I know it, and I haven't posted about this pregnancy much at all. It's really been pretty uneventful, thankfully. A pretty easy pregnancy, the baby was breech for a few weeks but is now head down. We're set for our home birth, our birth tub was delivered yesterday, Chris got the attachments and hoses last night to fill it and empty it, and we're doing good! I have to go to the town clerk and get the paperwork we need for the baby after the home birth, and I have to get to the health food store to see if they have Recharge. Other than that I think we have everything we really need. I've been working on sewing some diapers, and they're actually coming out decent! I'm pretty excited about that. A stranger on LJ sent me 4 fleece covers, 2 NB and 2 Smalls, and what a complete BLESSING that was. I can't wait to make her a thank you card and send her a picture of our little one wearing them!
Today though has been a little rough. You know, this whole pregnancy I've been remarkably stable as far as my emotions go. I've only had a few moments when I broke down. But yesterday, I took our last box of brownie mix, made some really good brownies (it was the ONLY chocolate in the house, and I've been craving it like crazy!) and had one small piece last night. So this morning when I discovered that ants (that we've been trying for weeks to get rid of) had gotten into the brownies, I bawled. And I've been on the brink of tears for the past 2 hours because of it. I just feel so pathetic, you know? I mean, it's just brownies! But here I am crying... again because of them! I could almost laugh at myself if I wasn't crying. :/
I know. I'm pathetic... but I really want to argue that I think I'm allowed to be at this point in the game. 2 weeks from my due date, HUGE, hot, tired and chasing my 20 month old. Can't I just be a LITTLE pathetic?
Today though has been a little rough. You know, this whole pregnancy I've been remarkably stable as far as my emotions go. I've only had a few moments when I broke down. But yesterday, I took our last box of brownie mix, made some really good brownies (it was the ONLY chocolate in the house, and I've been craving it like crazy!) and had one small piece last night. So this morning when I discovered that ants (that we've been trying for weeks to get rid of) had gotten into the brownies, I bawled. And I've been on the brink of tears for the past 2 hours because of it. I just feel so pathetic, you know? I mean, it's just brownies! But here I am crying... again because of them! I could almost laugh at myself if I wasn't crying. :/
I know. I'm pathetic... but I really want to argue that I think I'm allowed to be at this point in the game. 2 weeks from my due date, HUGE, hot, tired and chasing my 20 month old. Can't I just be a LITTLE pathetic?