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ok.. so hmm.. where to start, haven't really wrote in here much, as i havent had much time.
went to the doctors again for my foot. lucky me, i get to have surgery on it. yeah, aren't we sooo excited. can't wait for that. and whats even better? i get to miss alix because the dr. scheduled it for 4/26. I'm pissed, but its either then, or wait 3 months, and i can't really do that either. ok.. so yea..i get to go in, get put to sleep (which yes, the whole idea is far from appealing) have my foot all cut up for 30-40 minutes, and go home w. a nice lil walking shoe and crutches. yea so, not thrilled at all.. its gonna run me prolly close to $1,000, which dad said he would pay, and i could pay him back, but still this sucks ass. I dunno, im just kinda scared and worried, and blah, all kinda fun stuff like that. I dunno, i know im a dork and all so whatever.im a pussy too, what i can i say.
oh another strange note, i am still emailing, and somewhat IM'ing tasha. thats an interesting situation too. dunno what i think bout it yet.
hmm.. then there is nikki. with everything she is telling me lately, i dunno what to think. this is gonna sound selfish, but hell, i would love to have the chance to actually be her "friend" again, and not her "hey hide in the shadows and dont talk friend". I dunno, it's all strange to me.
Oh.. okie.. and also.. im super excited for kell.. she seems to have found someone she likes.. this is great for her.. .i hope things work out!!!
hmm..okie.. me done here for now.. buh byes.
went to the doctors again for my foot. lucky me, i get to have surgery on it. yeah, aren't we sooo excited. can't wait for that. and whats even better? i get to miss alix because the dr. scheduled it for 4/26. I'm pissed, but its either then, or wait 3 months, and i can't really do that either. ok.. so yea..i get to go in, get put to sleep (which yes, the whole idea is far from appealing) have my foot all cut up for 30-40 minutes, and go home w. a nice lil walking shoe and crutches. yea so, not thrilled at all.. its gonna run me prolly close to $1,000, which dad said he would pay, and i could pay him back, but still this sucks ass. I dunno, im just kinda scared and worried, and blah, all kinda fun stuff like that. I dunno, i know im a dork and all so whatever.im a pussy too, what i can i say.
oh another strange note, i am still emailing, and somewhat IM'ing tasha. thats an interesting situation too. dunno what i think bout it yet.
hmm.. then there is nikki. with everything she is telling me lately, i dunno what to think. this is gonna sound selfish, but hell, i would love to have the chance to actually be her "friend" again, and not her "hey hide in the shadows and dont talk friend". I dunno, it's all strange to me.
Oh.. okie.. and also.. im super excited for kell.. she seems to have found someone she likes.. this is great for her.. .i hope things work out!!!
hmm..okie.. me done here for now.. buh byes.