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Ok, so here's the thing. I think I continuously set myself up to be hurt. Not that I really went to Luray with the idea of anything more that a friendship, and I had already known Nina was gonna be there, but fuck man, you would think that when I started talking, that I wouldn't be cut off and ignored. They didn't care anything bout what I was saying. Only reminiscing bout there times with all the old gf's or whatever. It's just kinda frustrating sometimes. Then I had no intention of staying as late as I did, but I didn't get there til like 640 or so, then waited like 10 minutes for her to get to Walmart, then it took like 10 minutes to get to her house, so it was like 7 before we actually started talkin or nething because I followed her to her house. So when I got there we talked a bit, the three of us, and I dunno, I just kinda sat there, and after a while, we went to get Mcdonalds, and then we came back and watched Bad Boys II (awesome movie). Well, I sat on the floor, and after a bit got yelled at to get on the bed with them. That was really awkward.. i dunno, I can't explain it.
Anyway, got up, barely for work this morning. Crawled my ass in there, and had to go to that meeting, which i was supposed to run, but katrina wasnt there, so Leah kinda did. I was glad. It woulda been rough anyway. And since katrina wasnt there, not everything was covered, so we got out early. But I learned more bout IRA's. Woo hoo for me. Newho.. so then i got to work on all my other shit. But it was a very good day. We finally got the Offsite ATM cost analysis profitabilty shit done. I had only been waiting on the numbers for 3 months now. But it looks better than it did 4 years ago, so thats all thats important. However, as I was leaving work, Shasta asked me to stick around for 5 minutes so that she could get some help. It turned into an hour and a half, and we found a HUGE HUGE mess that I get to solve and fix. Yeah for me. Oh well, least it gives me sumpin to do.
After work, went to Jason's. We played pool and shit. It was fun, I guess. Scotty and Geoff kept putting their asses in my face (the chair sits right at the edge of the too cramped room where the pool table is). It was interesting. They both need to get asses. LMAO. We ate dinner and all, and I left kinda early. I just didn't feel like being there. I dunno.. I haven't really felt like being anywhere lately but home. Didn't wanna go to shasta's yesterday, but kinda had to since I promised. I dunno.. im just wierd. I think im gonna stay home and chill friday (since I don't really have the money to go out, it might be smart). blah... im not even gettin into that. its too upsetting.
Anyway, got up, barely for work this morning. Crawled my ass in there, and had to go to that meeting, which i was supposed to run, but katrina wasnt there, so Leah kinda did. I was glad. It woulda been rough anyway. And since katrina wasnt there, not everything was covered, so we got out early. But I learned more bout IRA's. Woo hoo for me. Newho.. so then i got to work on all my other shit. But it was a very good day. We finally got the Offsite ATM cost analysis profitabilty shit done. I had only been waiting on the numbers for 3 months now. But it looks better than it did 4 years ago, so thats all thats important. However, as I was leaving work, Shasta asked me to stick around for 5 minutes so that she could get some help. It turned into an hour and a half, and we found a HUGE HUGE mess that I get to solve and fix. Yeah for me. Oh well, least it gives me sumpin to do.
After work, went to Jason's. We played pool and shit. It was fun, I guess. Scotty and Geoff kept putting their asses in my face (the chair sits right at the edge of the too cramped room where the pool table is). It was interesting. They both need to get asses. LMAO. We ate dinner and all, and I left kinda early. I just didn't feel like being there. I dunno.. I haven't really felt like being anywhere lately but home. Didn't wanna go to shasta's yesterday, but kinda had to since I promised. I dunno.. im just wierd. I think im gonna stay home and chill friday (since I don't really have the money to go out, it might be smart). blah... im not even gettin into that. its too upsetting.