Aug 26, 2007 02:50
there's an entry inmy myspace blog that i'm-a gonna repost here, but myspace is being disagreeable this evening...so...
this year there's been a lot of lunar eclipses. well, i don't know if it's a lot or if it's even an unusual amount, but there's been at least 2 (one in the winter and one coming up this week).
don't think i'm a freak or nothin' - but - i'm a cancer. cancers ruling planet is the moon. i think...i think maybe this eclipsing had been related to my unbelieveable funks of 2007.
think about it...moon is cycling away like usual, waxing and waning, building all that energy up and then...just because...the earth goes and blocks it out for a night - right when it's fullest.
i jsut went back and read a lot of entries from this year, there will be a quarterly review coming soon (although i skipped june and it's almost september so 'quarterly' officially is relegated to loose term status). it's been a shit of a year, dude.
i've talked about this elsewhere, and now i talk about it here...i feel something coming. something Big. i can usually pick up on whether it's a personal or world thing or whether it's a good thing or a bad thing, but right now, i can't pin that down. something big is coming and it's going to change everything.
this may be that eclipse. that everything is leading up to that and i'm pikcing up on spacey new age bullshit. stragner things have happened to me. but i keep having fucked up dreams. not scary, just fucked up. like my sister was dating flava flav and i could never understand what he was saying because, apparently he was from the spanish part of sweden. yeah. and other stuff (that's the repost that's coming). but it feels like, even when they're funny weird, they're trying to tell me somthing. it's not just processing right now, it's attempted prophesy.
either way...i am coming to full on wax. and i'm hitting another down patch. feeling outsized by everything around me. i blame the eclipse for this.
well, this was disjointed.
what do you expect at 3:00am?