cierra la puerta
met someone tonight - somewhat surprising.
Have absolutely no idea if it will go anywhere,
but when a door is closed it's nice to walk towards another one -
even if you can't even tell if it's locked or not.
Strange this long-lost sense of freedom and closure.
Had a conversation recently with a girlfriend who was sad to hear
that I had basicly closed my heart to someone she hoped I'd end up with.
I want to grow old with someone...
Not just to take care of me or for me to take care of them.
Hell, I'll probably be doing that for most of my friends anyway.
I want to share my life with someone who knows what I bring to a relationship
the kind of partner, wife, friend and lover that I'd be.
Someone who could truly say they couldn't imagine what their life would be like without me.
The ensuing conversation probably helped me as much as it did her.
The next man in my life will have to choose it.
Trying not to look back so much that I lose my balance on the horizon
Thanks to Keone's albatross for the constant reminders....
So be it.
"You never know what you've got till it's gone"