i miss you...
Just got the WIS summer report 'magazine' in the mail. (we still get those, which is really nice)
and man, there was this one picture, of everyone just hanging outside the P.E. building...by the grills and stuff...and i almost cried! I miss DC so much it hurts sometimes.
Even though im as un-american as they come, i really felt at home in D.C. Not just the amazing people i met there, the amazing friends, but just the general atmosphere of the place. I loved the whole package. In all the other places i've lived its always been like, yea, thats nice, or i like that, but i've never loved it all.
And the thing is i didnt realize how much i'd miss it until i came back to visit after i'd been gone for two years. I guess it was cause i knew exactly what was waiting for me back in belgium...
When me and Josh got on the plane after the visit, to go back to belgium...i admit, i whelled up...
and i never cry
and the fact that i cant go back kills me some times. Visits is all i get. Cant study there, cant live there (unless i marry an american)...but will never truly be part of it...
and man, there was this one picture, of everyone just hanging outside the P.E. building...by the grills and stuff...and i almost cried! I miss DC so much it hurts sometimes.
Even though im as un-american as they come, i really felt at home in D.C. Not just the amazing people i met there, the amazing friends, but just the general atmosphere of the place. I loved the whole package. In all the other places i've lived its always been like, yea, thats nice, or i like that, but i've never loved it all.
And the thing is i didnt realize how much i'd miss it until i came back to visit after i'd been gone for two years. I guess it was cause i knew exactly what was waiting for me back in belgium...
When me and Josh got on the plane after the visit, to go back to belgium...i admit, i whelled up...
and i never cry
and the fact that i cant go back kills me some times. Visits is all i get. Cant study there, cant live there (unless i marry an american)...but will never truly be part of it...