Stupidity reigns
This morning i had one of those wake-up-dont-know-where-i-am type o moments. It was freaky, never had one before. But at least now when ppl are all like "yea, i didnt know where i was!!" instead of just smiling and nodding, i can totally say "DUDE!, i know waht you mean" (and smile and nod of course.)
updating is starting to become such a drag. I see it as more of a chore than nething. That is probably why i havent updated in so long. I love reading everyone elses updates though, but i never seem to have nething interesting to say. I always feel like my updates are way to boring, and that no one will read them neways, so wats the point of writing??
I spent 3 hours yesterday trying desperatly to write my dutch essay due on monday. I ended up writing 3 paragraphs...all 5 lines long. Im fucking terrible at dutch. I hate that class, and i hate the teacher, and she's made it clear she hates me too. that class makes me feel so miserable and incompetent. I stutter and stumble through the hour of hell, desperately trying to grope for words in answer to her questions, only to have her cut me off mid sentance telling me im wrong. It's a literature class! i can't be wrong on an opinion of the book! (thats basically the only question she asks..."So, sophia, what do you think of the book"...or "SOhpia, do you have anything to add?" which she says after someone else has been talking for about an hour, using more detailed descriptions and a richer vocab then i'll ever have. So, no, i dont have nething to add, which makes me look stupid, and she ends up thinking that i dont understand the book, which isnt the case.)
ARGH! why did my mom have to marry a dutch man. STUPID BILINGUALISM!
updating is starting to become such a drag. I see it as more of a chore than nething. That is probably why i havent updated in so long. I love reading everyone elses updates though, but i never seem to have nething interesting to say. I always feel like my updates are way to boring, and that no one will read them neways, so wats the point of writing??
I spent 3 hours yesterday trying desperatly to write my dutch essay due on monday. I ended up writing 3 paragraphs...all 5 lines long. Im fucking terrible at dutch. I hate that class, and i hate the teacher, and she's made it clear she hates me too. that class makes me feel so miserable and incompetent. I stutter and stumble through the hour of hell, desperately trying to grope for words in answer to her questions, only to have her cut me off mid sentance telling me im wrong. It's a literature class! i can't be wrong on an opinion of the book! (thats basically the only question she asks..."So, sophia, what do you think of the book"...or "SOhpia, do you have anything to add?" which she says after someone else has been talking for about an hour, using more detailed descriptions and a richer vocab then i'll ever have. So, no, i dont have nething to add, which makes me look stupid, and she ends up thinking that i dont understand the book, which isnt the case.)
ARGH! why did my mom have to marry a dutch man. STUPID BILINGUALISM!