Oct 24, 2004 16:26
today i smelled fierce collogne.. and it reminded me of someone i hurt. It reminded of times when i was happy, when i didnt think about anyone else, anything else. Its sad, its sad that someone he loved(me) hurt him as much as i did. And if could take it all back now, i would, Its hard to imagine my life without this boy. But now that i have had my punishment, i realize that i will never see him again. I will never talk to him again. And ther eis no reason for what i did. If your reading this now. Im sorry from the very depths of my heart. And hope that as we grow old. i will be able to find you in my life somewhere inbetween, new loves and new places.. i promise i will find you.. and make it up to you.. someway...
Regret is an appalling waste of energy; you can't build on it; it's only good for wallowing in.
Author: Katherine Mansfield