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The need for feeling this space with a lot of words has diminished quite a bit lately. Words are just words. There's been much more life to live here lately. I just wish that I could hurry up and be a nurse. A program on television made me really want to do what many nurses and doctors want to do. Some are actually doing it. I spend a lot of time occupying my mind with wants. But....there's very little I actually want outside of the things I already have. To stay busy truly making a difference in people's lives is something I want right now. To be completely exhausted after caring for those whom the world has seemingly forgotten about would be far more fulfilling than buying or building my dream house. At least I think it would be. Maybe someday I will have the change to know.