I'm tried of makeing mistakes
I feel like I don't ever do anything right at work. Everyday there is something that I work on that ends up with a mistake. I seem to have a problem of over looking things. I'll do a couple of jobs a night and I'll always end up: missing something, leave something out or just down right do something that I don't remember doing.
I try to pace myself. I still don't feel like I'm accomplishing the task at hand. Which is trying to not make any mistakes. Which is a huge task. Sometimes I want to blame my disability but I know it's not that. My coworkers always point out the mistakes, which makes my feel like I do them everyday. I know that they make silly mistakes too. But I'm not there to point it out to them. My self of steam, here at work, is slowly going down a 90 degree slope.
I wonder if this is God's way of telling me that this is not the job for me. I have no idea what kind of job I would like to do. If someone asked me if I liked what I do for a living, I would say yes I like my job, but at times it is very stressful and fast pasted.
I guess what I'm trying to say is that I'm tried of making mistakes. I wish I could catch every mistake before it leaves my office. But still I know I'm only human and not one to pay attention to detail.
~Hil
I try to pace myself. I still don't feel like I'm accomplishing the task at hand. Which is trying to not make any mistakes. Which is a huge task. Sometimes I want to blame my disability but I know it's not that. My coworkers always point out the mistakes, which makes my feel like I do them everyday. I know that they make silly mistakes too. But I'm not there to point it out to them. My self of steam, here at work, is slowly going down a 90 degree slope.
I wonder if this is God's way of telling me that this is not the job for me. I have no idea what kind of job I would like to do. If someone asked me if I liked what I do for a living, I would say yes I like my job, but at times it is very stressful and fast pasted.
I guess what I'm trying to say is that I'm tried of making mistakes. I wish I could catch every mistake before it leaves my office. But still I know I'm only human and not one to pay attention to detail.
~Hil