005. Big Bang and Apologies
I guess I haven't adjusted to this camp as properly as I wanted to. In fact, I kinda started camp with a BIG BANG. (and not the Tanishi-kun kind).. Ahhh... what am I doing? I know that I should have just kept my mouth shut but somehow I couldn't. So, here is a sincere apology to those who were shocked by the sudden change in Oishi Syuiichiroh. I'm really not that bad at all, I was just well.-- shell shocked. I forgot that this was camp and not Aoyama.
Then again, I think that this is not enough
Eiji, you left your bonnet in my room last night, just in case you were looking for it. It's on my bed post. Just get it from me whenever...
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Will I really be alright? Being so stupefied with fear, I forgot that my friends were here. What am I doing? Oishi Syuiichiroh, get a hold of yourself! You're not going to die here. This is not Aoyama...
And... what is it with Eiji? Why am I feeling this way? Damn it! Why can't I look him in the eye? I mean, it IS eiji... it's just that... I guess I have been feeling this way since before, I just didn't want to admit it. He's always been so special. I always have to protect him. I love him. Yes, I LOVE him... why can't I tell him that?
Get a hold of yourself, Oishi.
Then again, I think that this is not enough
Eiji, you left your bonnet in my room last night, just in case you were looking for it. It's on my bed post. Just get it from me whenever...
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Will I really be alright? Being so stupefied with fear, I forgot that my friends were here. What am I doing? Oishi Syuiichiroh, get a hold of yourself! You're not going to die here. This is not Aoyama...
And... what is it with Eiji? Why am I feeling this way? Damn it! Why can't I look him in the eye? I mean, it IS eiji... it's just that... I guess I have been feeling this way since before, I just didn't want to admit it. He's always been so special. I always have to protect him. I love him. Yes, I LOVE him... why can't I tell him that?
Get a hold of yourself, Oishi.