plz to be having bebe now?
I woke up this morning at 7:30 having the most painful contraction-long too- and was all "squeeeee babytimes!" and then NOTHING. NOTHING.
So i rearranged the changing table stuff. refolded all the receiving blankets. re-organized all the diapers (by size, by type etc) refolded all the clothes, organizing them by style and size. decided on a new outfit as his "welcome home" outfit. re-packed my emergency hospital bag (keeping fingers crossed that it won't be needed). re checked the list of things i need for the homebirth just to make sure i have everything(for the 20th time).
The waiting is brutal.
My mom called yesterday, my 2nd cousin who was due a little bit after me, had her baby. I was pissed, i said "i fucking hate her" then my mom tells me the baby's name and i say "i hate that fucking name" I was just a little bit cranky. i didn't mean any of it obviously. My mom just laughed. she understands.
in other news, we are now up to three names for senhor :/ We went from one that i loved and he just liked. to two names, one of which we both liked a lot, but not loved. Now we're up to three-I like this name almost as much as the first name and i think he likes it more than the other two, but we've agreed to wait until the kid is born before making a final decision. I'm not going to lie-not having a name chosen is kind of stressing me out-but it's been overshadowed by NOT HAVING HAD HIM YET >.<
I'm going to have an oreo ice cream cookie sandwich now. It's my last one :( it's allll i want to eat. i may have to go get another box...