exhausted
i had forgotten how tired these things leave me i wished for all the people who were there the first time this happened to be here in Montreal this time around.
this was seriously not as bad as the last time. i didn't go blind, i didn't assault a nurse, i didn't have to be to tied to a bed.
the staff were wonderful and gave me my own nurse given my anxiety over hospitals. i was in constant contact with L who took the first flight out of Boston and spent the night with me.
the new meds are working but they are leaving exhausted, this is the first morning where i drag myself out of bed and unto the couch. i did again, loose some hair.
i go back to work monday, hopefully everything will be okay by then.
this was seriously not as bad as the last time. i didn't go blind, i didn't assault a nurse, i didn't have to be to tied to a bed.
the staff were wonderful and gave me my own nurse given my anxiety over hospitals. i was in constant contact with L who took the first flight out of Boston and spent the night with me.
the new meds are working but they are leaving exhausted, this is the first morning where i drag myself out of bed and unto the couch. i did again, loose some hair.
i go back to work monday, hopefully everything will be okay by then.