Oct 02, 2005 00:35
October 1? Well the October 2nd right now...I can't get over how fast time is going by. I've come very close to dropping out of high school recently, and killing several people. I got Junior Class president, National Honor Society secretary, and anchor club junior rep. These things are stressing me out. Plus work where I am ready to throw something at a special co-worker. Mary Leigh told me I'm bitter.
I feel like throwing up sometimes, and I'm pretty sure I have panic attacks. I cry a lot for no reason. Somebody wake me up when it's 2015. That sounds like a really great year right now. If I was granted one wish right now, it would be that I could be stuck in time in 1992, when I was three. That was definately one of the best years ever as far as I can remember.
Somehow I find happiness between the stress, like playing soccer with Nathan or Anchor club initiation where Mary Leigh and I decided making the inductees yell "ANCHORS AWAY" before they all read the pledge together. None of the other members saw it coming...My life is good, but I wish I was three, and there was no such thing as Physics or Trig.