say what you mean
lately, i have felt like a bad person. i felt likt i cant do anything right and when i wanna do something for myself, i get into trouble with someone. how do i make everyone happy? is there a way? probably not.
i want to feel needed. i want to know that theres someone that can just put their arms around me and tell me that everythings going to be OK. i want to know that there is someone out there for me.
wow i sound so selfish.
why is it always someone else? why cant, for once, it be me?
and now on a completely different note...but kinda not
its interesting to know what people think about you and how you dont realize certain things. i laugh at what might have been, because i would hate myself now. but all this anger that has been inside of me was reborn tonight. and i dont wish for it to come, because it puts me on the verge of tears. i wish i could go back and change certain things and take back certain things and actually say whats on my mind. i wish i was a stronger person. to think, how one little thing can change your life so drastically. i wonder if im the only one who thinks certain things should not have happened. im sure i am. it makes me sad that im ignored. but it makes me happy to know, that i am capable for standing up for what i believe in.
i want to feel needed. i want to know that theres someone that can just put their arms around me and tell me that everythings going to be OK. i want to know that there is someone out there for me.
wow i sound so selfish.
why is it always someone else? why cant, for once, it be me?
and now on a completely different note...but kinda not
its interesting to know what people think about you and how you dont realize certain things. i laugh at what might have been, because i would hate myself now. but all this anger that has been inside of me was reborn tonight. and i dont wish for it to come, because it puts me on the verge of tears. i wish i could go back and change certain things and take back certain things and actually say whats on my mind. i wish i was a stronger person. to think, how one little thing can change your life so drastically. i wonder if im the only one who thinks certain things should not have happened. im sure i am. it makes me sad that im ignored. but it makes me happy to know, that i am capable for standing up for what i believe in.