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so now its 2006...maybe ill try to start the year off right and forget everything that has happened. maybe this will be a new beginning. i highly doubt it, but at least im going to try and make an effort. my situation is ridiculous. im so mad but at the same time i look at myself and im just like why whats the point? and i realize there is no point. im angry for no real reason. ill survive whatevers happened to me so why should i be this upset about certain things. i need to let myself forgive and forget. but that just doesnt work with who i am. ugh i hate all this crap thats going on between everyone. it all needs to stop, but it never will. and that makes me sad.