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i feel really naive. . . i shouldnt let this bother me so much but it is! ughhh i just thought that these people would be different so i let my wall down for one second and i get talked about. . . the sad part about it is is taht they dont understand the depth of it. . . it goes so much deeper than just talkin bad about me . . . and they will probably never know because i cant trust them enough. . . oh jeez life will go on. . . at least i have the people who really matter my mom, becca, amber, my brother, my dad. . . and only 2 of those people know what really happened. . . i love you b!! i hope i get to see you soon
oh yea and neil has been gone 3 years this oct. 17. . . not a good month for me eh?
oh yea and neil has been gone 3 years this oct. 17. . . not a good month for me eh?