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Aug 19, 2010 18:08

I'm falling for a very prideful, charismatic Leo who has quite a reputation with people. I feel overly cautious but I am trying to figure out whether I should let my guard down or not. I've been withholding the simple kiss because I feel like when we finally do it will be very magnetic. I'm almost afraid of the intensity. I feel the crackle between us and I also have never felt so affectionate for someone.

This person also makes me feel very insecure, though he compliments me all the time. I've always felt that people have a certain idea of who I am even though I don't feel like I mislead, I'm quite honest. I'm always frightened to disappoint. Right now, I'm frightened to disappoint him.

However, I have never stayed up for 18 hours just to talk someone. Non stop talking. Walking around Charlotte. Talking. Teasing. Playing. It was fun. It was nice to have someone very aware of my hearing situation, very aware of how bad my balance is due to it and respond accordingly. Fire signs always bring forth such passion within me--I suppose it is because I grew up very closely with a fire sign.

We shall see where these things go. I'm hopeful, I'm enjoying it. I hope we at least become good friends.
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