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Well. I'm at my mom's house right now. I was talking to Mariah earlier and got kind of depressed. She was talking about how her and her mom are close and it made me kind of sad because me and my mom were never like that. Like, when she moved out I wasn't even old enough to really have anything worth talking about, and then once she moved out we grew way, way apart. My dad I can tell him some stuff but.. I dunno. I get jealous of the people who are like "yeah my mom kicks ass, we're so close" blahblah etc. Then we were talking about friends and stuff and how close to none of them are serious about anything. She has one kid but I really don't have anyone who I'm close to anymore. They're eiher too immature or they'd make fun of me if I ever tried to talk to them about anything. And we were talking about how we act lik we're happy and stuff. I really make an effort not to come off as entirely bitchy and depressed all the time because it gets tiring being around people who are like that all the time. It makes me sad to be around other sad people, and I don't want people distancing themselves from me because of that.
I don't feel good.
And my angel fish died. RIP Robbie :-(
I'm really tired buttttttttttttt I have to go to crew in a half hour until nine. Ugh. Oh well, Rachel is going to be there tonight, so that's cool. I hope Alan goes, cos Alan's fun to be around. And Nicole. Everyone else is either annoying or I don't know them that well. There probably won't be a lot of people there though.. there never is.
--Liz
I don't feel good.
And my angel fish died. RIP Robbie :-(
I'm really tired buttttttttttttt I have to go to crew in a half hour until nine. Ugh. Oh well, Rachel is going to be there tonight, so that's cool. I hope Alan goes, cos Alan's fun to be around. And Nicole. Everyone else is either annoying or I don't know them that well. There probably won't be a lot of people there though.. there never is.
--Liz