grr. need to vent.
i fucking hate my sister. she is the most fucking obnoxious person in the entire fucking world. she thinks she knows fucking everything. every single thing she says to me is the most condescending, know-it-all, or need-to-hear-myself-speak thing that i have ever heard. she makes me want to punch something.
the worst part, is that sometimes i absolutely adore her. she can be incredibly sweet and caring... and other times she's just a selfish bitch.
i can't concentrate on my hw right now because i'm so frustrated with everything.
first off, there's obnoxious sister who is driving me up a wall.
secondly, i am starting to stress about getting everything done before and during spring break.
third of all, i think i may still like my first crush at elon.... i didn't really know him when i first developed a crush on him... but now i've gotten to know him really well this year... he broke up w/ his 3.5 yr girl friend and is now mis. i remember when he was the biggest teddy bear ever... and now he just doesn't give a fuck about anyone or anything really. and i can barely stand to talk to him when he's talking about girls he's hooked up with... or when he asks me who i like.... b/c i honestly thought it was no one for a long time... but here i am hanging out w/ him a lot more than i used to... and it's driving me insane... part of me just wants to write it off as lingering feelings... but another part of me feels like it's not.
to top it all off, i really want to go to his fraternity's banquet (a really huge weekend long party at the beach) because i'm friends with a good number of the guys... and he's not going to take anyone.... when i found that out i wanted to scream, TAKE ME DUMB ASS. but of course i didn't... b/c that's not my style. sigh...... anyway... i need to get back to work. adios mis amigos!
the worst part, is that sometimes i absolutely adore her. she can be incredibly sweet and caring... and other times she's just a selfish bitch.
i can't concentrate on my hw right now because i'm so frustrated with everything.
first off, there's obnoxious sister who is driving me up a wall.
secondly, i am starting to stress about getting everything done before and during spring break.
third of all, i think i may still like my first crush at elon.... i didn't really know him when i first developed a crush on him... but now i've gotten to know him really well this year... he broke up w/ his 3.5 yr girl friend and is now mis. i remember when he was the biggest teddy bear ever... and now he just doesn't give a fuck about anyone or anything really. and i can barely stand to talk to him when he's talking about girls he's hooked up with... or when he asks me who i like.... b/c i honestly thought it was no one for a long time... but here i am hanging out w/ him a lot more than i used to... and it's driving me insane... part of me just wants to write it off as lingering feelings... but another part of me feels like it's not.
to top it all off, i really want to go to his fraternity's banquet (a really huge weekend long party at the beach) because i'm friends with a good number of the guys... and he's not going to take anyone.... when i found that out i wanted to scream, TAKE ME DUMB ASS. but of course i didn't... b/c that's not my style. sigh...... anyway... i need to get back to work. adios mis amigos!