Down Town
Friday I watched 'I Robot'.
Then in a matter of two days, I watched, 'Black Hawk Down,' 'Crash,' 'Gladiator,' and 'World Trade Center,' and that about did it for me and I had to deny watching 'Blood Diamond.' All is so sad but I still believe knowing history and knowledge on society's struggles are all important aspects to remember and be aware of.
Last Wednesday, I learned I recieved 32 out of 100 on a test! That is the lowest I recieved for this semester of current classes, especially in that class where I usally get at lowest a C!!! I remember that day was the closest of ever feeling truly depressed since a long time! I realized that day how really messed up in school I was if I couldn't pass a reading comprehension test! That day I also wanted to completely drop out of school to just work because I'm so financially hopeless and trapped! I wish I could stay just the way I am in my schedule, but I have to give up my free, activity, dancing, date times to work. Giving up the gym wasn't enough.
I am hopeful knowing that giving up does nothing. Especially when school is almost over, when new job is just about to start and it will take time to get settled and re-trained, and then additionally, inheritance money is just about to come and so is state money. It's always toughest just before victory!
Then in a matter of two days, I watched, 'Black Hawk Down,' 'Crash,' 'Gladiator,' and 'World Trade Center,' and that about did it for me and I had to deny watching 'Blood Diamond.' All is so sad but I still believe knowing history and knowledge on society's struggles are all important aspects to remember and be aware of.
Last Wednesday, I learned I recieved 32 out of 100 on a test! That is the lowest I recieved for this semester of current classes, especially in that class where I usally get at lowest a C!!! I remember that day was the closest of ever feeling truly depressed since a long time! I realized that day how really messed up in school I was if I couldn't pass a reading comprehension test! That day I also wanted to completely drop out of school to just work because I'm so financially hopeless and trapped! I wish I could stay just the way I am in my schedule, but I have to give up my free, activity, dancing, date times to work. Giving up the gym wasn't enough.
I am hopeful knowing that giving up does nothing. Especially when school is almost over, when new job is just about to start and it will take time to get settled and re-trained, and then additionally, inheritance money is just about to come and so is state money. It's always toughest just before victory!